busy brain
my brain is busy pondering the meaning of life, the universe and everything. i’m trying like mad to find the next step and feel like i’m doing nothing more than stumbling around in the dark. not in a bad way, just in a “i can’t see where the hell i’m going and and getting really disoriented” kind of way. what do i want for myself? what do i want my life to look like? where the hell do i want to live? because, much as i like the valley, i’m tired of it. i’m also tired of the same old options but have no idea what i’d prefer to do. *sigh* why does personal growth have to be so difficult?